Is this it ?.

I'm laying in bed listening to heaven can wait and I can't help but looking at the sky through my window and cry. I listened to this is it, the new Michael Jackson's song, and it broke my already broken heart. I know it is a love song, but the name is what kills me. I was trying to find all positive things about this song but I couldn't. I can't help having mixed feelings about this song. When I listened to this is it I loved it, I still do, is a beautiful song, his voice is great, the lyric too and you can feel what he felt while he was recording it, but every time I heard the chorus made me realized that this is really it. We'll have this upcoming cd and the movie and that's it, and I hated it. I can't accept that this is it, I can't get use to live in a world where I won't hear any more new songs from MJ. I know this is a song that he didn't want to be release and sony did it anyways, I hate sony for released it against Mj's will, but at the same time though I hate sony, I'm glad to have heard it, because I really, really needed it. I needed something new from him, though it's not a new song, but I don't care, for me it's new because I've just heard it. Anyways, I can't hel being sad and think about it over and over again, this song is stuck in my head. I know that this is not it, because though his body is no longer with us, I can feel his spirit here on earth. He's here someway, and I hope I really hope the movie makes him proud and these upcoming things like the double cd and the book make him feel proud too. But What I hope the most is that we'll be able to make him proud with our actions, and with our tries to keep healing our world and to keep helping the people and the children who really need it the most. So I'll finish it saying that This is not it, and this will never be it, at least not for me and for my MJ's fans friends. I know I'll keep on rocking with you, because you rock my world every day of my life. Allow me to finish this post with this MJ's song quote ''Though we are far away, I am here to stay. For you are not alone, for I am here with you, Though we're far apart you are always in my heart'', and you will always be.

I'll miss you and I'll love you more every single day of my life.