I can't stop missing you !.

Today it's been four months since your body is no longer here, on Earth with us, and I can't stop crying and being sad. I can feel the emptiness that there's in the world without you, the lack of music innovation, the lack of greatness and humility, the lack of the will to help other people and try to make the world a better place, but most of all I can feel the lack of love, that love that you preach just with your smile. That smile that now is gone, and only we're going to be able to see it again in heaven, because that's where you are right now, that's where you deserve to be. Though your body is no longer here on Earth, I can feel your spirit. I know that when I'm listening to your songs, it doesn't matter if I'm on the bus, on the train or just leaning on bed, you're with me, sitting next to me or leaning next to me, listening to them and if the song isn't perfect enough to you, you're thinking what could you possibly have done to make them better or if the song is perfect enough, you're just listening to it and enjoying your wonderful work. I'm not able to express with words how much I miss you, and how much you mean to me. When somebody tells me something about your trials, how your skin have changed or your eccentricities, it doesn't matter to me if it's something good or not, I can't help get mad and start to cry. I'm not able to control it. I know this is a wound it's not going to heal, not now, not in a couple of months and not in a thousand years, my heart will be broken for the rest of my life. Most of the times when I'm walking alone or traveling by any means of transport, with my ipod, listening to your songs, I look up the sky and pray, hoping that wherever you're, you're okay, and happy, doing what you most like to do, sing, dance and help, specially help. To me, you're the best thing that could have happened to the world, I'm sure, without doubts that without you the world would not have been the same. You're my inspiriation, my teacher, my hero, my favorite person in the whole world. Nobody will be able to do what you have done, not now, not in a millions years. You're the best in everything you've done. You're larger than life. You're the king, and no one, never will change that. Thank you for your music, for your dances, for helping people and try to make the world a better place. But most of all, thank you for taught me how to be a better person, how to make a better world with tiny things. Keep leading me to the right way, and keep making me do the right things. Together, with the rest of the people who share our beliefs, we'll change the world, I know it. So this is not it, this is just the begging, with you leading us from up above. My heart is yours, it always was. You will always be my king.
I love you more, everyday of my life.