Never can say goodbye !.

Today was the day that they put you to rest in peace. I have to say it was one of the worse days of my life. I 'm not able to find the right things to say right now, I feel so overwhelmed by pain and sadness. I try to understand why God decided that it was your time to go with him and I can't find an answer, but it was his choice and I know I have to respect it. I believe so much in him, I never give up on him but there are times that I just wonder why he always decides to take the good people, I don't see it fair, but I guess he knows what he's doing and I'm going to respect it as I always did. To me you are more than an icon, more than an entertainer, more than a humanitarian. To me you are my long distance friend, my inspiration, my hero. Every time I am in some kind of trouble I listen to your songs or read some of your interviews and I find the answer to move on. You are the strength that keeps me on my feet when I think that my world is falling apart. You are the one that keeps me smiling even in my saddest days. I just have to think of you, listen to one of your songs or watch one of your dvd's tours and that's all I need to smile again, not more not less, just that. I never can thank you enough for everything you did and still do for me, for all of your fans and for all of the children and people in the whole world. I'm not going to say goodbye to you because though your body is no longer in this world with us I know your spirit and your soul is, I feel it, so you are with me somehow, leading me and making me to take the right choises. I will always believe in you, you will continue to inspiring me from heaven and I know that someday we will see us, and I will be able to tell you how much you mean to me. I will think about you every day of my life until God decides to take me with him. You will always be The King, not only of entertainment, not only of music, not only of humanitarians, but of my heart. Your soul is in heaven since June 25th and now your body can rest in peace. Long live to you my beloved king. I will always miss you.
I love you more, I will always do.