Madonna's Mtv vma's speech.

I saw Madonna's speech yesterday and I don't want to sound like a bitch or a hater because I'm not, but every word she said made me feel angrier than the last one. When she finished the speech I had mixed feelings, I felt pain, sadness but most of all I felt angriness. I'm not saying that it was a bad speech, because it wasn't, but for my point of view it wasn't a very good speech either. I felt that she talked about her a lot, she made all this pointless comparisons, and she didn't tell me something that I didn't know. I think that she didn't realize that the speech must be about Michael and not about herself. But that wasn't what made me feel angry, the things that really made me feel angriness were when she started to say that everyone including her have abandoned Michael, that you don't know what you have until you lose it, how great he was and stuff like that. I don't want to hear it, I'm sick of hear it and every time I hear it I get sicker. I don't want to listen to it right now, now there's nothing we can do about it, we can't bring him back from death and now as kind as Madonna's words sounded are useless. I really appreciate what Madonna tried to do, but honestly I don't care and it's not because was Madonna who said it, I won't care even if The Holy Pope would said it, and the reasons is because all of those people had plenty time to realize how great Michael was as an entertainer but mostly as a human being and they didn't. So I wonder why did they need Michael's death to realized how great he was in life ?, it's not fair, because the people who's saying how great he was right now is the same people who said all that lies and judged him. And that's what made me feel sick and angry. That fake people. I'm not saying that Madonna is a fake, because she's not, but she's not as great as everyone thinks she is because of her speech. I respect her and her music and I respect everyones opinion, but for me it wasn't that special. Anyways I'll focus on the positive for a minute and I'm going to give her some points because she had the best intentions. I'm sorry if I sound disrespectful or kinda bitch, but I can't help saying what I think about it.